let go: a Full Moon reading

The full moon signifies the beginning of another cycle. In April, it feels like the beginning of spring, new life, and light. I like to do moon readings because it reminds me of the way time passes and allows me to reflect on each month. This one feels especially significant because it's right before my … Continue reading let go: a Full Moon reading


Tarot for Radical Healing

I've been doing a lot of tarot reading recently. After overwhelming interest from my peers, I made a quick sign-up sheet and expected to do a couple readings a week if that. But it took off and now I'm doing almost 20 readings a week, and I'm loving it. Folks leave teary, inspired, encouraged, introspective, … Continue reading Tarot for Radical Healing

on self care

I've been so dissociated recently but today I feel like I might be coming out of the fog. Here are things I'm doing to try and get a bit of relief from the dissociation: Take a warm, long shower. What does the water feel like when it hits certain parts of your body? How are … Continue reading on self care


7 of Swords & the Sun: Clarity about depression

I've been feeling depressed and bored recently. I'm not really interested in much and I am so deeply exhausted. There are lots of reasons for it: mourning the loss of university, dreading the big changes happening soon, anxiety about the unknown future. But knowing why I'm feeling this way hasn't helped me shake it. Today … Continue reading 7 of Swords & the Sun: Clarity about depression


Re-imagining dissociation

Dissociating has been a major part of how I cope with anxiety. It's talked about like it's a super unhealthy way of coping, that it will negatively affect your relationships and could develop into a full blown dissociative disorder. I'm trying to get away from language like this. It pathologizes me when I'm simply grasping … Continue reading Re-imagining dissociation


Being a Human

I feel weird starting a blog. Who really wants to hear what I have to say and why do I feel like I have to say it to the whole damn internet? I guess there are a few reasons I want to do this (besides that social-media-specific rush you get from being affirmed by peers … Continue reading Being a Human